School has barely started and dad has already told me two times to learn to behave better at home or I am out, (on le streat) … Took my knife to my arm and conteplates but yet again, I was too much of a coward, instead I cried myself to sleep and prepared for upcoming dayz, thursday the 4. Of september, I am gonna go see if they wanna use my hair in a hairmodell thingy… We’ll see
Mayor hugsez to all my fellow people in pain
work work work work
spontanious trip to närcon
medievel week gotland (amazing people)
next year Imma try to have more of a life
Had a great week, pouring rain, midnight skinny dipping, fire shows, new people and more but then I go home since I have to work in the morning and I need some of my stuff….
Dad flips the shit on me and threatens to kick me out (again)
And when dad tells ya to do something, ya put your tail between your legs, head down and do as he tells ya
Soooo tonights plans are ruined, should have remembered, everything I plan gets fucked up and just stay spontanious and do things at the top of my head… Oh well
lost my wallet…. I had just finally after the entire summer gotten a lil money and then my wallet decideds to dissapear…. wtf ….
locked the cards now but I hope it turns up soon, had things of centimental value in there
soooo many things to do, work work work, socialize, love life, school starts soon, catching the buss, getting anywhere ya need to get in time, write, study to be a pathfinder GM aaand keep myself sane…. not working though… but hey… is aaal good